learning to live

metanoia (n.) the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self or way of life.
lucy · nineteen · macquarie uni · australia

deciding to do 500m sprints on the treadmill when i lose focus or my brain gets fuzzy is maybe the best idea ive had in a long time. if only id started this beginning of semester.. then i might actually be fit enough to do this 9K on sunday, eep.

what’s new..? not enough sleep, or exercise, or good food. shit balls, my friends, it’s all slightly turned to shit balls.

im struggling to keep on top of the sheer amount of uni work, and work shifts, and social life, and sleep, and eating well, and exercising
fuck dammit

fri - uni, 7K run, tea with boy, work
sat - netball, work
sun - big sleep in, friend’s house, study
mon - breaky with boy, uni, chillout with friend, study …maybe gym tonight

mental state has been a roller coaster this last week but definitely a lot better today.
7K is the longest run i’ve done since surgery, 9K is only a month away!